by 
Song: Bloodstream
Singer: Alyssa Grace
Label: Alyssa Grace
Release Date: Jun 4, 2026
I’m Crying On My Mama’s Floor Lyrics
Maybe I was too young to fully understand
So I never healed from a healthy, why I never trusted the man
You gotta love all that you have and I’ll take that to my grave
Soon you’ll open up your eyes and it’ll all be gone one day
Translation: Shayad main bahut chhota tha poore tarah se samajhne ke liye
Isliye main kabhi sehatmand tareeke se nahi bhara, isliye maine us aadmi par kabhi bharosa nahi kiya
Tujhe jo kuch bhi hai usse pyaar karna hai aur main use apni kabar tak le jaunga
Jald hi tu apni aankhein khol legi aur ek din sab kuch chala jayega
And I’m sitting here convincing you to pick up the phone and call
I am my father’s daughter, but I’m nothing like him at all
And I hear him in the way I speak, or when I look in the mirror
The anger’s growing in me, it shows, could it be any clearer?
Translation: Aur main yahan baitha tujhe phone uthane aur call karne ke liye manaa raha hoon
Main apne father ki beti hoon, lekin main bilkul unki tarah nahi hoon
Aur main unhe apne bolne ke tareeke mein sunta hoon, ya jab main mirror mein dekhta hoon
Gussa mere andar badh raha hai, yeh dikhta hai, kya yeh aur saaf ho sakta hai?
That I’m like him ’cause he made me the way I am
When we’re fighting and all I need is somebody
Translation: Ki main uski tarah hoon kyunki usne mujhe aisa banaya jaise main hoon
Jab hum lad rahe hote hain aur mujhe sirf kisi ki zaroorat hoti hai
And I’m crying on my mama’s floor, why don’t you want this anymore?
And I’m craving you to change for me
You’re saying, “I hear you and I love you, but my heart, it hurts for you
And I just cannot give you what you need”
Translation: Aur main apni mama ke floor par ro rahi hoon, tum yeh ab aur kyun nahi chahte?
Aur main tumse mere liye badalne ki tamanna kar rahi hoon
Tum keh rahe ho, “Main tumhe sunta hoon aur tumse pyaar karta hoon, lekin mera dil, tumhare liye dukhta hai
Aur main tumhe woh nahi de sakta jo tumhe chahiye”
Am I too much? Am I enough? ‘Cause you said you wouldn’t give up
Now I’m numb on my knees, praying to God you’d talk to me
Wondering what it takes for you to stay off my mind and far out of my bloodstream
Translation: Kya main bohat zyada hoon? Kya main kaafi hoon? Kyunki tumne kaha tha tum haar nahi maanoge
Ab main sunn ho kar apne ghutno par baithi, Bhagwan se prarthana kar rahi hoon ki tum mujhse baat karo
Soch rahi hoon ki tumhe mere dimaag se door aur mere khoon se bahut door rakhne ke liye kya chahiye
You never laid your hands on me and that’s something I’m grateful for
But I should’ve known that you’d gone mad when I saw the way you punched your doors
And I don’t regret loving you, ’cause I know that you needed it
But the way you treated me made me feel like a little kid
Translation: Tumne kabhi mujh par haath nahi uthaya aur yeh ek cheez hai jiske liye main aabhari hoon
Lekin mujhe pata hona chahiye tha ki tum pagal ho gaye ho jab maine tumhe darwaaze par punch maarte dekha
Aur mujhe tumse pyaar karne ka pachtawa nahi hai, kyunki main jaanta hoon ki tumhe uski zaroorat thi
Lekin tumne jis tarah se mujhe treat kiya, usne mujhe ek chhote bachche jaisa mehsoos karaya
And something deep inside of me tells me that you’re not better now
And I’m sorry that I couldn’t help, but I’m so glad I made it out
Translation: Aur mere andar kuch gehrai se mujhe batata hai ki tum ab behtar nahi ho
Aur mujhe maaf karna ki main madad nahi kar saka, lekin main bahut khush hoon ki main nikal gayi
And I’m crying on my mama’s floor, why don’t you want this anymore?
And I’m craving you to change for me
You’re saying, “I hear you and I love you, but my heart, it hurts for you
And I just cannot give you what you need”
Translation: Aur main apni mama ke floor par ro rahi hoon, tum yeh ab aur kyun nahi chahte?
Aur main tumse mere liye badalne ki tamanna kar rahi hoon
Tum keh rahe ho, “Main tumhe sunta hoon aur tumse pyaar karta hoon, lekin mera dil, tumhare liye dukhta hai
Aur main tumhe woh nahi de sakta jo tumhe chahiye”
Am I too much? Am I enough? ‘Cause you said you wouldn’t give up
Now I’m numb on my knees, praying to God you’d talk to me
Wondering what it takes for you to stay off my mind and far out of my bloodstream
Translation: Kya main bohat zyada hoon? Kya main kaafi hoon? Kyunki tumne kaha tha tum haar nahi maanoge
Ab main sunn ho kar apne ghutno par baithi, Bhagwan se prarthana kar rahi hoon ki tum mujhse baat karo
Soch rahi hoon ki tumhe mere dimaag se door aur mere khoon se bahut door rakhne ke liye kya chahiye
